Bi Curious?

Like most guys (I think) I have at times wondered about my sexuality. Although having been 100% hetro occasionally I thought, when younger, that I may be attracted to guys but I quickly dismissed those thought.

Recently, I've been re-evaluating those opinion and have been beginning to think that there may be a side of me that wouldn't object to an encounter with another man.

This seems a bit weird to me. I mean, I'm married (to a woman), make love to her willingly, have kids all the normal things. To the best of my recollection I have never even seen another guy, in real life, with a hard on.

But, I have been realising that in watching porn, I find myself looking at the guys sometimes. Obviously, a large part of a porn seen is the initial fellatio and it's not always the girl I'm concentrating on. The guys cock starts to grab my attention and I begin to wonder.

For some reason that I can't quite fathom, pictures of she-males turn me on. I quite like the site of them getting fucked. The view of breast and a cock is quite weird but, at the same time, erotic. I also get turned on by MMF encounters where the two guys are into each other as well as the girl. My favorite picture from this sort of set would be a guy fucking a girl while being fucked himself, either by guy or, in a different premise, by a girl with a strap on.

Saying all this, I don't really have a desire for a cock up my arse. The thought of such a large object being inserted into me makes me a bit squeamish. Also I don't fancy sucking a cock. However, having my cock sucked by a pretty guy does turn me on, as does gently anal play. I love having a finger inside me. Maybe it's just the anal thing that is attracting me to these sorts of thoughts, maybe not. I'll wait and see.

L&X